right now, wednesday 9:28pm, 3/18/2009
- I am sad for Rosie. I cannot at this moment save her from two competing themes.
- I stir my tea which helps heat clear in the body, thus promoting fertility.
- I am interested in the contrast of wanting to bring one child into this world when the one we have needs a good retreat in the woods alone for at least a year.
- Energetically I am not supposed to wear diamonds until November 2009. After we found out the first round didn’t work, I put the diamonds back on. Today I took them off again.
- Rosie watched her father put a needle in my thigh after dinner (homemade broccoli and tofu in brown sauce). Actually she closed her eyes.
- Since the needle I have been weepy. I am sad for Natasha Richardson and her family.
- The drugs make my skin dry and suck the liquid out from around my bones (and seems to collect it around my stomach).
- Last night we went to the hospital at 2:00 a.m. for a scheduled MRI (it was the first available). We left at 4:00 a.m. and we slept until 11:00 a.m. For two hours I stayed in a tunnel where a voice through a speaker said ‘now don’t breathe’ and ‘for four minutes don’t swallow or move your mouth in any way.’ Sometimes I fell asleep, I think.
- I only want to watch a movie tonight if I can order out Thai food.
- I am in the market for a scroll saw for my studio.
- And also a letterpress. I am ready for one now.
- I am almost ready for a studio opening. Maybe in two months.
- Summer nights are filled with longing. I felt it bowl me over tonight in the car.
- Today we got raw milk out of the back of a truck.
- Steve is playing KEXP across from me here at the dining room table, he with his glass full of red and mine full of white.
