Archive for February, 2009

little engine

little engine

one egg in a plastic petri dish over by the mall

dna

dna

a drawing of a piece of science jewelry, dna untwisted.

(and what if it worked, what if i put it in my body and it made dna.)

uterus: a portrait of my insides

inside my uterus

(two big-enough eggs, one that got crowded out, and a bunch of little ones)

science class

dna strand

(dna strand: she says i can have it for my studio when she’s done with it)

pretty food

moldy oranges

copying, learning

(detail)

- oranges are like just abstract circles and like rocks. their shadows are like oblong oranges or oblong rocks. i love their sadness and irregularity.

- i ripped that page out of gourmet magazine december 08. gorgeous cookies on a cloth backdrop. i like complicated backdrops right now and how they inform the composition. today i learned by drawing their composition. that blue cloud-like shape in the back holds the drawing together like string.

- i tried to make those cookies two weeks ago, but i’d never made icing before. while they tasted pretty good, the icing was so impossible to decorate with, all my cookie drawings looked like bad cartoons.

flying

After the plane splashed down, he turned to his first officer. “We said, ‘Well, that wasn’t as bad as I thought,’ ” he said.

The plane was evacuated and Captain Sullenberger, “after bugging people for hours,” said he finally learned that all 155 people on board had survived.

“I felt like the weight of the universe had been lifted off my heart,” he said.

- New York Times article about the Captain who landed the plane in the Hudson River

sky

the sky is brighter later at last

the long winter is closer to over. we survived what i thought we might not. not just the weather, but all that summer brought for us that exploded in the fall and through winter we have been trying to repair. i need spring. walking outside today and not feeling the muscles in my shoulders turn inward, it was a freedom from all sorts of winter sadness.

chandelier

saturday/  i miss my studio.

i love photos of tables and counters, the circles of plates and all the colors of food segregated by circles. and in this photo, (cut out of the december 08 gourmet magazine), jewels, too:

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i have often tried to photograph my chandelier from above like this but i think ours is too high. i love the crystals mixed with the ornamentation of food. and i really should get or make an intricate tablecloth as backdrop.

chandelier chandelier

i want to remember about having fun in drawing. cranbrook sucked so much of the fun out of me. more accidents now, more chance, and play. i am careful enough, i don’t need to be careful everywhere.

thinking about color and black and white and sepia and white.

thinking about shadows.

and about shapes and when we recognize them as an object vs. the freedom and peculiarity of abstraction.

thinking about carefulness and fluidity, and the tentativeness of my lines.

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before steve cuts the seeds out of them

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